Merf

I ask my boyfriend over any over in the past two weeks why do i have to be such an idoit to lose one friend after another and every time he tells me its alright, that im not an idiot, and that he would want me no other way, but why is it then that iv lost 12 friends in two weeks one Today one yesterday 2 on friday no matter how may times he tells me how amazing i am its just so hard to believe when all my friends had said the same at one point.  This is why I hate people not I really dont hate people but this is why i cant stand talking to them because their full of the things im scared to hear the things my boyfriend wont tell me.  The things id lose a friend for because i didnt listen or the reason i get so annoyed at my best friend and love.  There will be a day when people will finailly stop trying to be my friend when my annoying personailty will take over, I wish i was the old kind me the one who ouldnt complain or cry, the strong, brave, amazing me, I miss that me i miss having the odd group of friends that wasnt alot but seemed like so may to me.

Well just thought id rant a bit iv been busy iv had to stay up til 3 am for the past 2 week (coinidence right?) due to projects and relay for life which my team has made over $1000 and im in chage of a garage sale coming up being held at the school I cant wait to get a real nights sleep after the 4th.

Well Bye bye

P.S. Does anyone know what PMS stands for? like the letters?